In the meantime, it's not easy being pregnant and I've barely scratched the surface. I don't feel so pretty anymore :( acne has been a real problem. I don't think that I've never been tan since I was like 15 so that's an adjustment as well. I don't get the invites to go out to the bar (which is suspected of course) since I wouldn't go everytime anyways, but I sort of feel left out. It makes me feel really bad since I was never truly there for any of my friends when they went through their pregnancies. I didn't want to miss a day out getting drunk. I wish I could go back in time and change it, but I can't. I guess this is all part of growing up and that is an adjustment in itself as well!
So on our appointment (it was with a new doctor, Dr. Bonnefil) we got to listen to the baby's heartbeat with the Doppler. They also ended up giving us another ultrasound (which I was super happy about) and it was so crazy to see that our little fetus no longer looks like a blob but actually like a little baby. When they put the ultrasound thing on my belly you could see the baby kicking its legs and its arms. It was so amazing, it looked like it was dancing. I think that's when it really hit Grant because I looked over at him and his eyes were filled with tears. It really touched my heart. He is going to be such a good dad to our baby and I'm truly blessed for that.
The picture is of our Baby Collins at 10 Weeks, 6 Days. Its hard to tell from the picture but ther
e is a hand right by their head. It's a profile shot and you can see it's little eye and nose. Then it's leg is bent at the end.It was funny because when we got home Grant & I were analyzing the picture and trying to figure out whose nose the baby had. Ha ha. Even though they say that this early all babies tend to look the same. I can't wait to see our little peanut in real life and kiss him or her. We will finally be able to stop calling our baby an "it" on July 24th! I can't wait :) We will know what we're having right before we go to the Incubus concert.
I found a baby clothing website that I love too! Its called punk baby clothes or something like that. I ordered Grant a onesie that says "My Daddy Rocks" for Father's Day. I had to get a generic color though since we don't know if it's a boy or a girl. They also have this really cute yellow Aerosmith onesie. But I refuse to order anything else, especially since the baby will probably only be able to wear it once! 44 More Days & Counting until we find out if we are having little Liam or Olivia :)
Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNT LAURA!! <3
Until Then.... Baby Obsessed Mom-To-Be
